Jason Mraz - Love For A Child

There's a picture on my kitchen wall
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?

By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame

What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child

And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now

It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now

It was all about love..

NOT YOUR SAVIOUR

Unlucky seventeen, already handed plans for the future
Glamour obsessed, told how to dress, and shown how to think
And I don't have a job, but I can show you how to be a slob
So many days, wasted and glazed
Sometimes I laugh aloud as I think about,
You asking me "Please can you help?"
Can't help my self

I'm not your savior, I'm not who you want me to be
A cowardly mistake I've made so many times before, refusing to break
Cut my losses ties them with you, like a good boy I'll pretend
And promise not to do it again

Do you remember when, life was so simple and permanent?
Everyone's changed, "Everyone's cool", Everyone sucks
But I can't seem to complain, Exciting and new is just not there
You're getting scared

I'm not your savior, never thought I was anyway
I'm a void with empty promises that backs out late
Never said I'd change, taking back the words that we spoke
Like a fuel tank running dry, you'll believe it when I choke


(are you remember this song, about six years ago??)

Cinta Yang Agung

Adalah ketika kamu menitikkan air mata
dan masih peduli terhadapnya..
Adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu dan kamu masih
menunggunya dengan setia..
Adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain
dan kamu masih bisa tersenyum sembari berkata ‘Aku
turut berbahagia untukmu’

Apabila cinta tidak berhasil
Bebaskan dirimu…
Biarkan hatimu kembali melebarkan sayapnya
dan terbang ke alam bebas lagi..
Ingatlah…bahwa kamu mungkin menemukan cinta dan
kehilangannya..
Tapi, ketika cinta itu mati.. kamu tidak perlu mati
bersamanya

Orang terkuat BUKAN mereka yang selalu
menang.. MELAINKAN mereka yang tetap tegar ketika
mereka jatuh..

(Kahlil Gibran)

i called she BFF: ?

Teman... mungkin lebih tepatnya sahabat.
Gak cukup kalo cuma di panggil teman. Bahagianya punya sahabat seperti mereka, walaupun ada beberapa pihak yang gak interest dengan hubungan ini, karna faktor intern! Tapi egois ya kalo mau mikir gitu.. Mereka selalu ada disaat aku butuh, dan membantu disaat aku meminta.
First of all, she is ANE..

hehe hallo ne, hawayuuuuuu??? Maaf ya gue sebut nama lu di media ini. But you are the real friend for me. Kita udah kenal sejak di bangku SMA dulu, dan yang aku aneh dari kelas 1 SMA sampe aku lulus aku selalu duduk 1 bangku sama ane. Gak bosen gitu yah??:-D

Ane selalu ada, disaat aku sedih, senang dia selalu coba buat ada. Gak tau gimana jadinya kalo gak ada ane. Padahal udah terpisah gara- gara aku kuliah di luar kota, ehhhhhh taunya ane harus bekerja di kota yang sama. Ketemu lagi dehhhhhhhhh:-p
Dan sekarang aku bekerja di salah satu perusahaan BUMN, dan sepertinya ane bakal kerja juga di tempat ini. hahahahahaha
emg bener, FRIEND TILL DIE!!!! (mungkinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn)
Aku emg gak pernah memuji ane dengan kata- kata, aku rasa gak perlu ngungkapin seberapa bahagianya aku punya sahabat seperti ane.(jangan GR lu neeeeeeeee)
Tapi ane sangat berarti buat aku. hiksssshikss

Kadang kepikir, kalau suatu hari nanti ane menikah dan pergi sama suaminya aku gimana???
hehehehehe
nanti aku curhat sama siapa lagiiiiiiiiiii? nanti aku nangis- nangis sama siapa lagi?? huhhhh
Aku juga pernah bilang sama ane, pokonya kalau nanti ane nikah, aku mau tetep ikut dia. Konyolll bgt yah?;p
Kita juga gak pernah berantem, ane selalu ngalah. Dia sabar banget ngadepin sifat aku yang keras kepala, dan egois. Dan aku adalah tipe orang yang selalu ngatur, dan gak mau kalah. Tapi ane ngerti apa yang aku mau, dan apa yang mesti dia lakuin.
Gak ada kata yang tepat buat lu aneeee..
Lu emang sahabat gua sampe mati. hihiiiiiiihiiiii

Maaf yah yang lain gak sempet aku sebut, seperti tamastuti nidya, clarinda winza anggita, mmmmm.. sp lagi yah? pokonya buat sahabat- sahabatku lhaaa.. kalian tetap menjadi bagian terpenting dalam hidup aku. Makasih buat support kalian, walaupun kadang buat aku jadi telur di ujung tanduk. hehehe
LOVE U ALL :-)